It never occurred to me that I could actually be breathing the same air as someone so wicked with their bag full of sheer unhappiness and disillusionment and regrets and resentment toward life itself; or so it seems. What is it going to take for you to see the error of your own ways?! When you look in the mirror, do you truly see a victim?! Do you ever think you will overcome that role and grow into a whole human being?! Is it possible that your life is however terrible it is ONLY BECAUSE OF YOU and the decisions {right or wrong} that you have made?! Please consider that possibility, then ponder it. It’s called self-efficacy-it will do your life some good. You have built a human machine of nothingness for yourself and you have your shell of a human self to show for it. You walk around with this “gaunt-like” spirit and your aura feels so hopeless and desolate! Was I that desperate that I totally disregarded the obvious signs?! How could I slip so far away from my own bigger picture?! You are NOT an obstacle; but you have been a distraction, you’ve been like the paparazzi to me. You know there’s a saying that in the Italian language where paparazzi means noisy buzzing annoying little insects. Now imagine that… My perspective of you went from a matriarch to a pariah!!! I shall not wish to be vexed by your mere presence any longer passed the past. I’ve known you waaay too long, in my opinion. I wish I’d never have met you! You have borne suspicion and disgust in me towards you as a person, which leads me to wonder, what exactly were to attempting to accomplish here?!
There are people like you in life that make the worst decisions blame others without truly receiving any constructive criticism; self-evaluation; or medication for that matter! I’m not sure whether to call you ill or evil or lost or disturbed or Q: all of the above. I’ll take letter Q for a stack {$1000} please!!!